I support good music. If I don't like it, I'll smash the radio into bits. That's why I'm in Fairfield Symphony Band where excellent music runs through my heart.
And you'll soon to see that I'm a Islam which I do love being one very much. Mistaken me for a Cina, I'll say "Go disappear!" in your face
This is a Online Diary which tells you very little about my life. And if you ever say I wrote sarcasm about you, get a life.
This definitely brings to a point where I enjoy freelance photography, throughout my entire life I took shots at. I own an old D60, Nikon. I'm still working on my skills though, take me out on a journey and we'll have time with our cameras. Skyway Avenue - We're The King
Date / Time : Sunday, November 30, 2008 / Sunday, November 30, 2008
Let me different-shade these 2 guy i love.
Guy A
This guy is very interesting. :\
Has a "nerdy look plus rat (kinda?) look"
Understanding
Weird
As tall as me
Has all the gentlemen-ness in him.
Sweet
Considerate
Quiet
Shy
And sometimes rough.
But he's rich and i don't take advantage of him
Has family problems
Well education
Not so disciplined
Very thin. but not so thin as thin-thin la. Get it?
Very lovable
Had 1 ex
Oh! And not to mention has all the opportunity he has.
Well. i guess that's about it.
And i have a relationship with him. Going on good(:
Guy B
Sweety pie kinda guy
Lovable
Admirable skills
Smart
Quite good looking though
Abit taller than me
Sometimes when he looks at me, i feel loved
Oh ya. i noticed. Whenever he looks at me, i feel uneasy. Like i want you with me all the time feeling. Get it?
I'm not so close so i don't know if he have any problems at home. Haha
Had 2 ex, i think.
He have this very cuddly ascent that makes me wanna talk to him more but we don't really connect in a way though
Believing in Him is strong.
He have this curly hair that i want to play around with
Sometimes in photo, he doesn't really shows his teeth. Until that night. So cute that i could drool!
He have a gang. Fun and friendly people group, that is
He rarely pons school
Whenever i want to talk to him, i always don't think before i talk. As in, stuff came out from nowhere haha
Fun to be with
Friendly
Sociable guy
So that's about it i guess.
I wanna have a relationship with him.
Yeah. Haha.
60 facts.
Date / Time : Tuesday, November 18, 2008 / Tuesday, November 18, 2008
60 things most girls dont know Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)
--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
--Girls are guys' weaknesses.
--Guys are very open about themselves.
--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
--Guys will brag about anything.
--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
--Try to be as straightforward as possible.
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
--Guys don't really have final decisions.
--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
--Guys like femininity not feebleness.
--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
--We don't like girls who are too skinny.
--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.
--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
Band Performance
Date / Time : Thursday, November 13, 2008 / Thursday, November 13, 2008
Fairfield Symphonic Band will be having a concert.
TIME: 730pm DATE: 5th December 2008 PRICE: $10 LOCATION: Singapore Conference Hall (near Tanjong Pagar MRT).
Please come and support us!(: This band I'm talking about is a Gold Band. So make that day free for us.
FREAAG!
Date / Time : Wednesday, November 5, 2008 / Wednesday, November 05, 2008
gahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
I didn't know the appeal it's by today, 5 pm!
Ahhh!!!
So much crap. But okay la. I didn't really know what to do.
So I guess I have to be strong if I'm in 3g or 3h.
No matter what also have to solo everything.
Why DNT?
Why not art?
Still, I'm the only girl.
Frea-kgg. It's too late.
Oh man. I wanna transfer school can?
Oh yeah. Those who wants the photos I took, I will be sending you tomorrow, 6th Nov.
Tag me or give me a call - 67762531
gah.
Date / Time : Monday, November 3, 2008 / Monday, November 03, 2008
What the hell lah.
I didn't got into throughtrain(sp?)
Damn it.
Okay la.
Even if not with 2F, I still try to work hard to get into 4f
I tried studying harder for the exam, but still no use.
So i guess the test and mid-year results pulled me down to the super high level.
Dear Zahiya,
This shall be the last time you slack and play. I'm serious.
I always see you playing and laughing around.
Now's the time to buck up and get into 4F.
You've gotten the chance to play, now it's time to work hard.
Real hard.
I want you to make mama happy that you are the first born.
Don't want mama to say the first born is a dumbass.
So you've got to study, Zahiya.
Yours sincerely
God
Date / Time : / Monday, November 03, 2008
Okay I'm so glad tomorrow's just the last paper
Alhamdulillah! syukur kepada Allah.
And thank you for hearing my prayers before the exam papers(:
hari raya la.
Date / Time : / Monday, November 03, 2008
Ye la tu. Every time its always guest commented on me. "Eh eh, dah besar kau." or "Eh, tinggi nye awak." Haisss Ye la kan?
Memang semua makin besar every year what.
It all meant."Eh you grown up already ah?" and "Eh, you so tall."
Don't have you people say things like: "Eh you becoming so pretty wor" or "Wahh, you look smart"
Cehh, perasan seh. Haha For all i know, those Mak Cik Mak Cik always comment & gosip about poeple's appearance. Either they comment and gossip or they will compliment. Such bapoks.
moodswings??
Date / Time : / Monday, November 03, 2008
Hari ni boleh la. At least dia cakap kat aku. Tak pe la.
I can't stand it. I'm feeling srustrated at myself for not being able to pass a single test. Like come on la. Okay I, Siti Zahiya, have not been paying sattention in class for like 9 months. "Zahiya you seriously suck." "Zahiya I know you can pass." "Zahiya you're weak." These are always on my mind when it comes to exams.
Zahiya you selenger baciin! Bangun la bapok!
I've gotta prove to Mama that i can pass and no need to being lectured.
Okay too much seriousness. Check this out. It's damn hell funny.
And this is damn hell scary and cool.
when Amanda dances.
Date / Time : / Monday, November 03, 2008
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36DgtaRIS5w
HEHE.
i can still remember her.
feeling down recently.
Date / Time : / Monday, November 03, 2008
I don't know why or whatever has been changing me.
I'm trying my best not to buat conflict dengan dia but I can't help it.
I cried it out during History class and it was really hurting to see myself cry.
It's because I know that I'm strong and I can bear it but it's just this time, it's not my time.
I know it's hard for you tapi tahan dengan dia tau Nithya.
Thank you Nithya and Amalina.
Apa nak jadi dekat aku?
Kenapa macam gini sekarang?
Kamu letih ke? Stress mungkin?
This is going to be a short post just to express my feeling.
Hari ini Hari Jadi Nithya. Selamat 14 tahun kawan yang termulia(:
These days i have been feeling real down and real tired. Dahlah tak ada energy, nak buat penat je.If I have not been talking for you guys, please understand. Ye la tu. Lagi-lagi aku terpukul pantat si die tu, abis tu abis tu die marah. Alah, gitu pun nak marah seh. Abeh aku tak buat pape lagi kat die la. Cume kene jage tangan.
Lagi-lagi ketiak aku ni sek-sek basah. Serius! Kat bawah kipas pun gitu. Entah entah basah. Bapok la.
Aku tau la. Bahasa aku ni tak betul sangat. Ade yang campur Inggeris. Pas tu ade pulak yang melayu. Merepek la. Well at least, I did write out my feelings.
These days i have trying to be close to God by more berniat and more berdoa. Before the oral and Science test, I really really berdoa for me to pass with high marks. He helped me with everything. All i want to say is Thank you and I leave everything to you. You are the Mightiest and the most Graceful. You have faith in us whether we're down or weak. Thank you(: