I support good music. If I don't like it, I'll smash the radio into bits. That's why I'm in Fairfield Symphony Band where excellent music runs through my heart.
And you'll soon to see that I'm a Islam which I do love being one very much. Mistaken me for a Cina, I'll say "Go disappear!" in your face
This is a Online Diary which tells you very little about my life. And if you ever say I wrote sarcasm about you, get a life.
This definitely brings to a point where I enjoy freelance photography, throughout my entire life I took shots at. I own an old D60, Nikon. I'm still working on my skills though, take me out on a journey and we'll have time with our cameras. Skyway Avenue - We're The King
Date / Time : Wednesday, February 25, 2009 / Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Date: 5th April 2009, Sunday Venue: Victoria Concert Hall Time: 5:00pm Tickets: $10 Conductors: Mdm Tan Soh Hwa, Mr Wilson Ong Chok Yen Guest Conductor: Mr. Bram Versteegen
THE ELGIN SOUND - World Premiere - Dedícate to Mdm Tan Soh Hwa & Dr. Hardy Mertens Composed by: Nienke Janzon
ATMOSPHERES Test piece for 16th World Music Contest,, Harmony Section 1st Division Composed by: John Golland
THE BUTTERFLY LOVERS: FOR ERHU & WIND BAND - World Premiere - Choice piece for 16th World Music Contest,, Harmony Section 1st Division Composed by: Hardy Mertens Soloist & Narrator: Miss Khoo Hui Ling
RHAPSODY FOR EUPHONIUM & CONCERT BAND Composed by: James Curnow Soloist: Mr. Su Guobin
ARIRANG: A TRADITIONAL KOREAN FOLKSONG - World Premiere - Arranged by: Bram Versteegen
A STORY OF STARS - World Premiere - Composed by: Bram Versteegen
THE YEAR OF THE DRAGON Composed by: Philip Sparke
Interested parties can call Jurong Green Community Club @ 65671374 or log on tohttp://www.musartwind.org to book your tickets. Tickets can also be booked through desmondlkc@hotmail.com or the members of the orchestra.
I think I wanna go. Anyone joining me?
Ole's tag.
Date / Time : Saturday, February 21, 2009 / Saturday, February 21, 2009
Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name :Zahiya
2. A four Letter Word : Zoos :D
3. A boy's Name : Zaine
4. A girl's Name : Zaza
5. An occupation : Zig-Zagger :X
6. A color : ZBlack
7. Something you'll wear : Zee-Bra?
9. A food : Mee ZSotong ! :D
10. Something found in the bathroom: Zshitxzx
11. A place : Zool?
12. A reason for being late : Zealously found laughing in hallway.
13. Something you'd shout : Zxzxxxz
14. A movie title : Zebra-war! :D!
15. Something you drink : Zdrink
16. A musical group : Zzz Fsb:D
17. An animal : ZZzzmosquito
18. A street name : Zeh Street
19. A type of motor : Zilli?
20. The title of a song : Zaahh behssit.
I want to tag Zhe hui cause he'll have the same initials as me.
No thankies.
Date / Time : / Saturday, February 21, 2009
I don't want to see you anymore.
I don't even feels a connection between us.
It's like I don't know you anymore.
You left me all alone, without saying I'm sorry, sincerely.
I feel hurt.
I don't want to talk about it anymore.
All I see in you was your sad, pitiful face.
I know you need me, but what have you done to me all this while?
You always think about yourself first.
Your needs.
But what about me?
& you just left without saying a word.
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I felt flattered.
Those words felt awesomely nice.
Especially from your heart.
And no problem, sweety
I'll be here when you need me. (:
Disappointed.
Date / Time : Friday, February 20, 2009 / Friday, February 20, 2009
Me Mama wants the cake before I do! And she's holding onto the sharp knife. Look at the knife along the cake. It's so hard cold la. She's so cute.
I felt encouraged on 19th, just a day before my actual birthday.
I was grateful, just by the simple celebration.
And it was my first at Swensens.
The ice-cream cake was alright but it was hard frozen.
And too much ice-cream in it.
And there was only 3 basic flavours- vanilla, chocolate and strawberry.
It was good luh.
I ate Fish and Chips for main course, Sticky Chocolate for dessert.
And by then I will have the Swensens crew sing to me my birthday.
While I was drooling for my desert, the cake came.
The "head" crew which was named "Zinn was Gay."
One of them asked which one was the birthday girl, and the respond was " Itu lah.. Yang hitam tu.."
It meant "That one la.. The one in black.."
I was pissed.
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Today in school, was rather disappointing..
I didn't want to speak out that it was my birthday today.
I just want to see who will be aware of it.
But I knew it failed.
Not many people but the only 15-20 people knew.
Some I guessed that they knew, but just didn't want to show it.
Oh wells.
Nehmind la.
My Sayang, Han Nian, bought me a photo-frame
Asykin, Crystal, Elyna and Vera made me a unique birthday card.
And tho the 20 of you who wished me a Happy birthday.
Thank you a million!
For the rest, still, thanks.
Maybe it's my bad.
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I was so looking forward to it but I was wrong.
I thought it wouldn't go well and it was true.
And I guessed right.
I have no more hopes for you.
I'm gonna let you go now.
Be happy with your life.
I'm not gonna care about you anymore.
Sex Bands.
Date / Time : Wednesday, February 18, 2009 / Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I've started wearing them for fun, but it has a reason behind.
I though this was just a fashion thing. All quoted. And I was wearing white.
All of these examples can be changed.
Like for example, black can means emo
and white can mean "I'm a virgin."
The "Real" Origin of Sex Bracelets
One of the many stories we've heard of how this trend got started:
Tricia K.: Everybody's talking about sex bracelets these days, like theyinvented the idea, butI'mthe one who made the whole thing up, at that party during our sophomore year. Isn't that right, Jackie?
Jackie M.: That's right. It was during the Greek Week mixer at our college. We were at this frat party and there were the cutest guys...remember that one, Lance, that kept checking you out?
Tricia: Oh my god. He was so hot. I totally wanted to get into his chinos. But I was playing hard to get and just giving him the eye from across the room.
Jackie: A bunch of us had been playing quarters, and there were empty beer cans and stuff all over the living room.
Tricia: I was just sitting on the couch and I picked up one of those plastic ring things from a six-pack that goes around the cans. I was fiddling with it because I was getting nervous with that hot guy scoping me, and I started putting the plastic rings around my wrist like they were bangle bracelets.
Jackie: I remember that. I told you that would be a great look for when we did our "White Trash" party.
Tricia: So anyway, this total god, Lance, comes over and sits next to me on the couch, and I practically died right there. He started to put the moves on me right away, sliding his arm around the back of the sofa and then up to my shoulders. And I was, like, whoa Chester.
Jackie: He was totally trying to mack on you.
Tricia: Well, yeah. And it's not like I didn't want him to. But I wanted to make him work for it a little. So I showed him the plastic rings around my arm and I said that for every one he could break off, I'd give him a kiss.
Jackie: So then he reaches in his pocket and gets out this Swiss Army knife...
Tricia: And I'm like, no way! You have to break them off fair and square. So he starts pulling on one -- I thought he was going to yank my arm off. The plastic got all stretched out, but finally it gave way and the ring broke. So then I kissed him on the cheek.
Jackie: You should have seen the look on his face. Dis-appointed!
Tricia: I guess he thought he was going to get a full-on mack the first time. He asked me if he broke off another, would I kiss him on the lips? I said OK, and he pulled and pulled and snapped another one off my arm. So I gave him a peck on the lips.
Jackie: No tongue.
Tricia: No tongue that time. Anyway, to make a long story short, by the time he had snapped all of the six-pack rings off my wrist, we were in full make-out mode there on the couch.
Jackie: You didn't even make it through that whole six-pack holder.
Tricia: Well, my arm was getting sore.
Jackie: So then, after that, we got the idea --
Tricia: Who got the idea? Igot the idea. I got the idea to use those jelly bracelets instead of six-pack rings.
Jackie: A lot of the girls wore them anyway. We made up different things for what the colors meant, like black meant sex, and blue meant oral sex.
Tricia: It was all just kind of a joke, though, 'cause you could always change the meanings depending on what you wanted to do. Like if you were with a guy and you didn't like him that much, you could just say, "Oh no, purple doesn't mean doggy style; it means holding hands." You could just make it up.
Jackie: We turned it into a pledge thing for our sorority. All the new pledges, we give them an armful of bracelets in all different colors and they have a weekend to get rid of them all. Pretty soon it was all over campus, and even non-Greek girls were doing it.
Tricia: Some of the guys have gotten into wearing them too. It's a lot harder for them to have their sex bracelets broken off, and it's not just because girls are weaker.
Jackie: You know, I'm really the one who had the idea to use the jelly bracelets.
Tricia: That is so not true, and you know it.
Jackie: Well, you know your hottie, Lance? Last week he snapped off mygreen bracelet.
Tricia: You lie! Oh my god, you b*tch!
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Yellow - indicates the wearer is willing to hug
Pink - indicates the wearer is willing to give a hickey
Orange - indicates the wearer is willing to kiss
Purple - indicates the wearer is willing to kiss a partner of either sex
Red - indicates the wearer is willing to perform a lap dance
Green - indicates that oral sex can be performed on a girl
Clear - indicates a willingness to do "whatever the snapper wants"
Blue - indicates oral sex performed on a guy
Black - sexual intercourse (I changed this ones meaning to the meaning I follow by and what most people follow by)
White - indicates the wearer will "flash" what they have
Glittery Yellow - indicates hugging and kissing is acceptable
Glittery Pink - willing to "flash" a body part
Glittery Purple - wearer is willing to French kiss
Glittery Blue - wearer is willing to perform anal sex
Glittery Green - indicates that the wearer is willing to "69"
Glittery Clear - indicates that the wearer will let the snappee "feel up" or touch any body part they want .
Some people just wear them as fashion and not to get "lucky" in any way. Some people wear the bracelets and won't do anything just for fun.
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Sex Bracelet Games
Needless to say, the following sex games are only appropriate for adults. Whatever the rules, a game is just a game, "no" always means no, and safe sex is always the best sex.
Snap
This is the original sex bracelet game.
Player One selects a participant wearing jelly bracelets (Player Two).
Player One chooses a bracelet based on its color and pulls on it until it "snaps" off Player Two's arm.
The bracelet may only be removed from Player Two by manually breaking it without the aid of scissors, nail clippers, pocket knives, etc.
If Player One loses their grip on the bracelet, and it snaps back against Player Two's arm without breaking, Player One loses their turn.
If Player One succeeds in breaking the bracelet, they may perform with Player Two the act signified by the color of the bracelet, as agreed upon by the game's participants.
Player One may opt to redeem the broken bracelet (the "sex coupon") at a later time, but it may be used only once.
Tug of War
Like pulling on a wish-bone:
Link two jelly bracelets together. (To do this, pass Bracelet One through Bracelet Two, then use a finger to hook Bracelet Two and pull it down and through Bracelet One, pulling them in opposite directions. They should be joined by what looks like a square knot.)
Player One and Player Two each hook an index finger through the opposite jelly bracelet loops.
The players pull the linked bracelets in opposing directions until one of the bracelets breaks.
The player whose bracelet broke may then engage with the other player in the act signified by the broken bracelet's color, or an act previously agreed on by the players before the start of the game.
Daisy Chain
A more elaborate version of Tug of War:
Two players create a chain of four or more jelly bracelets of different colors.
Each player takes an end of the chain and hooks a finger through the end bracelets.
The players stand a few feet apart and pull on the bracelet chain in opposite directions.
When a bracelet breaks, the players may engage in whatever act that bracelet's color stands for.
Handcuffs
This adds an element of bondage play. For more of a challenge, put the "cuffs" on behind the player's back. (Warning: Never leave anyone alone after restraining them. Make sure the restraints are not restricting blood circulation and do not leave on for more than 10 minutes.)
Player One chooses two bracelets of different colors and links them together as for "Tug of War." This creates a pair of "handcuffs" that they can then slip on the wrists of Player Two.
Player Two must "escape" from the cuffs by pulling their wrists apart in opposite directions, until one of the bracelets breaks.
Player Two may then engage with Player One in whatever act is signified by the color of the broken bracelet. If Player Two manages to break both bracelets simultaneously, they may perform both acts in whatever order they choose.
Knotty Boy
Remember the old bar trick of tying a maraschino cherry stem in a knot using only your tongue? Usually a woman would do this, and the idea was to demonstrate oral skills that were presumably transferable to performing fellatio. Since jelly bracelets could be a choking hazard, we don't recommend using them to duplicate the cherry stem stunt. Our version of this game give the men equal time to show off their manual skills.
The male player selects a jelly bracelet and breaks it off of the female participant's arm.
The object of the game is for him to tie the broken jelly bracelet in a knot, using only one hand. He must keep the other hand behind his back.
Successfully tying the bracelet in a knot demonstrates he possesses the manual dexterity to potentially stimulate a woman to orgasm.
If he manages to tie the bracelet in a knot in less than a minute, he earns the right to demonstrate his manual skills on the bracelet's owner.
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I want to make someone do it. But of course, with different meanings la.
Haha, funneh.
Date / Time : / Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Waiiitttttt. Let the pictures do it.
It's hilarious.
And creepy.
Umm credits to the person who took this photo.
And Rachel Tan(:
Slut!
Date / Time : Monday, February 16, 2009 / Monday, February 16, 2009
Look, bitch.
The reason why I didn't screamed at you earlier it's because you are my senior and I respect you.
Just because the high standards of SYF requires me to be confident and loud, that doesn't mean you can anyhow say mean things about me.
I've just recovered Chicky, which I enjoy at home, and you knew better I didn't attend classes and CCAs.
I know it's part of my fault because I should've known better about the notes.
BUT you didn't give me the chance to improve.
You can't just expect me to know EVERYTHING after I just recovered.
Give me time and I'm surely pass your dung test.
Don't ever look down on me.
I have my time to shine.
Unlike you, you are the only 'old' one there, so you have to take up the responsibility.
Stop blabbering about your unstable life.
I have my life to lead too, you know.
It's very sad that you got no hopes for me.
And you just left just like that.
I felt demoralized you know.
Just after you left, you played with the people and I'm standing alone there
trying to figure out what I did wrong.
So I stood there played again and again, to improve myself.
I may sound horrible, but look at you.
Aren't you the same too?
Don't look at at he juniors like what you look at yourself.
And then comes the selfish part which I felt disappointed on myself and you.
I know you are disappointed with me for not knowing it.
But the fact is, I tried my very best to let you know that I still CAN do it.
Eventhough both of us are busy persons, I still made the hell of it there.
Don't give me attitude luh.
One day, I will..
And I will scream at you.
You piss me off hell alot but I took the positive side and to stay patient.
I just want to get this dumb SYF over with.
I don't want to see your shit-ass attitude again.
But I know you'll be coming back until 2010.
You keep repeating repeating again what you are facing.
Urgh!
It's very tiring to hear it, you know.
You don't know 'cause you EXPECT me to know.
sigh. Just look at yourself first before you say anything about me!
You think you can play.
You think you have the rights to play with my feelings.
You think you are the leader means you can do whatever you want to us.
No way ain't that is true.
I've done it
Date / Time : Saturday, February 14, 2009 / Saturday, February 14, 2009
Oh wells. I've done it, alright.
And I'm proud of it.
That's something really special to me.
I've confessed and I asked too much.
So I learnt my lesson.
I really don't mind what was the reply.
All the heavy package has been lifted up.
Thank you, Nithya (:
I couldn't done it without you.
I felt angry as I should have done it long time ago.
I felt kinda hurt for the reply but it's alright now.
I do understand. No worries.
Now, I don't know how to face him.
I feel embarrassed when eye comes in contact with eye.
I gotta hide my feelings again.
No matter what.
I don't want to feel the shame again.
Oh wells.
For once, I feel I should hide in a brown bag.
And I feel proud for my honesty.
Creepy much
Date / Time : Friday, February 6, 2009 / Friday, February 06, 2009
Your Dream: I was going home one night alone. I was walking through a hallway with bright light above me, which i think was perfectly normal. There was a "crazy" old malay lady with her baggy clothes and with messy grey hair, untied. She came towards me while I was about to climb up the stairs to my home. She then tilted her head to her left and smiled at me. I thought I showed a face to tell her she was being ignored but as I climbed up the stairs, she followed me. I was carrying my heavy backpack and holding onto 4 new 2B pencils which I bought. As I quickly climbed, I looked back and saw she was following me. Its like a slow chase! As I increase my speed, she was not far back behind. I then search for my keys in my shorts pocket. I assumed i got the keys but it was a pencil. But this dream showed me that I already open the door and slammed the door shut. I looked through the door hole and she was standing there shouting something.
Words like home: Center of being. Spiritual self. Shelter. Basic need fulfilled. Happiness within the family.
Words like night: Darkness. Mystery. Unconscious contents. There is a mystery that you want to penetrate.
Words like walking: Freedom. Movement. Ask yourself where do you want to go.
Words like light: Illumination. Vision. Ready to accept reality.
Words like above: Higher self. Greater understanding or knowledge. Will receive good news.
Words like crazy: Total loss of control. Freedom from responsibility. Afraid to lose something.
Words like old: Long time. Mature. Sensible. Former times. Something could be completed or ready to be replace.
Words like hair: Attraction and sensuality. If you dream of hair means that you are careless in your personal affairs and will lose advancement by neglecting mental application.
Words like stairs: Up or down. Aspirations .Looking to get to certain point against all opposition.
Words like home: Center of being. Spiritual self. Shelter. Basic need fulfilled. Happiness within the family.
Words like head: Intellect. Understanding. It denotes threatened misery and loss will be avoid by wise action.
Words like face: Identity. Ego. Self-image. This dream denotes displeasure with yourself and warnings of someone working secretly against you.
Words like stairs: Up or down. Aspirations .Looking to get to certain point against all opposition.
Words like back: Misfortune in life and will die in misery. Unconscious.
Words like back: Misfortune in life and will die in misery. Unconscious.
Words like keys: Solution. Access. Mystery will be solved. Peace and happiness in the home.
Words like keys: Solution. Access. Mystery will be solved. Peace and happiness in the home.
Words like open: Entrance and exit. Exposed. Opportunity. Potential. Ready to make a choice.
Words like door: Access. Ready to enter or something to keep private. Happiness and long life.
Words like door: Access. Ready to enter or something to keep private. Happiness and long life.
Words like door: Access. Ready to enter or something to keep private. Happiness and long life.
Words like hole: Escape. Search. Denial. Looking for an answer or hidden from it.
HEH?
Its all about food!
Date / Time : Thursday, February 5, 2009 / Thursday, February 05, 2009
Mmm! I would want to try this cookie out.
I will find one day to bake this cookie.
Maybe on a special occasion.
Hmm.. but which occasion?
My bestfriend is sad..
Date / Time : Wednesday, February 4, 2009 / Wednesday, February 04, 2009
My BF is sad and I know its my duty to make her happy again.
So this is my way of cheering her up!
nithya♥ says:
and *ehem* just made me feel damn sad
nithya♥ says:
hais love.....
nithya♥ says:
but the thing now is right, i wont be able to forget him
nithya♥ says:
why?
nithya♥ says:
cause i love him
nithya♥ says:
:(
SBMZ please. says:
well love is something you can get hurt by. and yeah.
SBMZ please. says:
so get another guy....like mr wheetherbee
Its an inside joke. which she don't think its funny.
SBMZ please. says:
A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
SBMZ please. says:
In a special world, where we belong
SBMZ please. says:
dont worry im here
nithya♥ says:
aww
SBMZ please. says:
The past cannot be changed,
the future is still in your power, you know.
nithya♥ says:
thats so super ultra sweet
SBMZ please. says:
Don't let today's disappointments
cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams, alright
SBMZ please. says:
haha
She cheering up now:)
nithya♥ says:
thanks za
nithya♥ says:
i love u!
nithya♥ says:
i mean it
SBMZ please. says:
ilove you too,nit. and yes, i mean it too haha
SBMZ please. says:
oh the 'za' thing right, its with a 'h'
SBMZ please. says:
haha
nithya♥ says:
lol
nithya♥ says:
no!
SBMZ please. says:
yay! you cheered up.
nithya♥ says:
its my wish!
nithya♥ says:
hahas
nithya♥ says:
to bad if u dont like it!
ZAH!
SBMZ please. says:
Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows.
SBMZ please. says:
im the one that divides them haha!
nithya♥ says:
lols
nithya♥ says:
dont be to proud of yourself
nithya♥ says:
hahas
SBMZ please. says:
haha
And then I became ego. haha
nithya♥ says:
faster come back to school
nithya♥ says:
i am going to whack u so hard
SBMZ please. says:
A bestfriend is someone who reaches out for your hand...
and touches your heart. unlike *ehem* muahaha!!!!
SBMZ please. says:
walao! for what?
nithya♥ says:
cause
nithya♥ says:
u are not there for my hugs
nithya♥ says:
i miss my hugs!
nithya♥ says:
make me so emo
nithya♥ says:
eeeee
SBMZ please. says:
oh okay. i accept your whacks
nithya♥ says:
and dont talk about *ehem* like that
SBMZ please. says:
oh my bad haha
nithya♥ says:
i will whack u even harder
nithya♥ says:
hahas
SBMZ please. says:
so how are you feeling now?
nithya♥ says:
better
SBMZ please. says:
haha better, right?
nithya♥ says:
but still broken
SBMZ please. says:
all thanks to me!!!!!!
SBMZ please. says:
haha
nithya♥ says:
hahas shhh la
nithya♥ says:
u wait
nithya♥ says:
when u come back to school, u will get alot of "present" from me
nithya♥ says:
:D
Oh wow! She even got presents for me when I'm away. How sweet
nithya♥ says:
i am a happy person who spreads my love when u are close to me
SBMZ please. says:
ohhh! so sweet!
nithya♥ says:
i am always a happy person
nithya♥ says:
well unless u know under some conditions
"Conditions"? haha. I know i have some conditions problems.
THE END and she lives stronger..
'Holiday'
Date / Time : Sunday, February 1, 2009 / Sunday, February 01, 2009
Haiqal is the sweetest!
He helped me to copy notes when I'm away having chickenpox.
I decided to call it Chicky.
Well, Chicky and I had not so much fun during the 'holiday'.
It was super boring!
I wanted to study while I still had my Maths and Chemistry book with me.
But I let my laziness overcome.
I'm so mean to myself.
Everyone had done their tests and homeworks.
And I'll be soon to find myself in the stacks of works needed to be done before he next week come in.
Alas!
I found FSB's recording from FSB Concert.
I must say, IT'S HORRIBLE!
From the trombones side of view, my section had this awful sound.
And it's obvious it's from someone younger than me.
I didn't want to pin-point anybody, for as I knew I wasn't that good either, but it was obvious it was Him.(Especially in Kaze.)
