Disappointed.






Me Mama wants the cake before I do! And she's holding onto the sharp knife.


Look at the knife along the cake.

It's so hard cold la.






She's so cute.

I felt encouraged on 19th, just a day before my actual birthday.
I was grateful, just by the simple celebration.
And it was my first at Swensens.
The ice-cream cake was alright but it was hard frozen.
And too much ice-cream in it.
And there was only 3 basic flavours- vanilla, chocolate and strawberry.
It was good luh.
I ate Fish and Chips for main course, Sticky Chocolate for dessert.
And by then I will have the Swensens crew sing to me my birthday.
While I was drooling for my desert, the cake came.
The "head" crew which was named "Zinn was Gay."
One of them asked which one was the birthday girl, and the respond was " Itu lah.. Yang hitam tu.."
It meant "That one la.. The one in black.."
I was pissed.
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Today in school, was rather disappointing..
I didn't want to speak out that it was my birthday today.
I just want to see who will be aware of it.
But I knew it failed.
Not many people but the only 15-20 people knew.
Some I guessed that they knew, but just didn't want to show it.
Oh wells.
Nehmind la.
My Sayang, Han Nian, bought me a photo-frame
Asykin, Crystal, Elyna and Vera made me a unique birthday card.
And tho the 20 of you who wished me a Happy birthday.
Thank you a million!
For the rest, still, thanks.
Maybe it's my bad.
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I was so looking forward to it but I was wrong.
I thought it wouldn't go well and it was true.
And I guessed right.
I have no more hopes for you.
I'm gonna let you go now.
Be happy with your life.
I'm not gonna care about you anymore.