Look, bitch.
The reason why I didn't screamed at you earlier it's because you are my senior and I respect you.
Just because the high standards of SYF requires me to be confident and loud, that doesn't mean you can anyhow say mean things about me.
I've just recovered Chicky, which I enjoy at home, and you knew better I didn't attend classes and CCAs.
I know it's part of my fault because I should've known better about the notes.
BUT you didn't give me the chance to improve.
You can't just expect me to know EVERYTHING after I just recovered.
Give me time and I'm surely pass your dung test.
Don't ever look down on me.
I have my time to shine.
Unlike you, you are the only 'old' one there, so you have to take up the responsibility.
Stop blabbering about your unstable life.
I have my life to lead too, you know.
It's very sad that you got no hopes for me.
And you just left just like that.
I felt demoralized you know.
Just after you left, you played with the people and I'm standing alone there
trying to figure out what I did wrong.
So I stood there played again and again, to improve myself.
I may sound horrible, but look at you.
Aren't you the same too?
Don't look at at he juniors like what you look at yourself.
And then comes the selfish part which I felt disappointed on myself and you.
I know you are disappointed with me for not knowing it.
But the fact is, I tried my very best to let you know that I still CAN do it.
Eventhough both of us are busy persons, I still made the hell of it there.
Don't give me attitude luh.
One day, I will..
And I will scream at you.
You piss me off hell alot but I took the positive side and to stay patient.
I just want to get this dumb SYF over with.
I don't want to see your shit-ass attitude again.
But I know you'll be coming back until 2010.
You keep repeating repeating again what you are facing.
Urgh!
It's very tiring to hear it, you know.
You don't know 'cause you EXPECT me to know.
sigh. Just look at yourself first before you say anything about me!
You think you can play.
You think you have the rights to play with my feelings.
You think you are the leader means you can do whatever you want to us.
No way ain't that is true.