Zahiya's Series

16th

2010-02-24T22:25:00.005+08:00

I HAD THE BEST SWEET SIXTEEN EVER.

SHITSX

2010-02-12T14:01:00.003+08:00

MULTI-ETHNIC DAY WAS THE SHITZX.

I LOVE 4L TTM!

WE WON THE BEST CLASS DECORATION AWARD, THANKS TO CIKGUS TOO.

THE BEST-EST DAY FOR US, 4L.

Happy valentines! (not)

Grandma Granps

2010-02-05T05:48:00.002+08:00

Okay, not much of an entry because I'm am really busy. I agree what the seniors said, to enjoy our lower sec life first. Till then, your sec 4 life would be really packed and cramped with homeworks and revisions, it might even linked to lacking of sleep. :( Oh wells, it's for Ns.

Few days ago, or rather to day sunrise, I thought to myself. "Whatever my grandparents asks or demands, just do it. They dont have much time left to enjoy or even spend time with. So, just do it. Even if you're tired or lazy or just hate the thing they asks to do. It's not too late not to spend time with them."

This made my day after which my sis called me The word.

2010-01-31T16:36:00.000+08:00

It's for the best.

2010-01-29T20:23:00.002+08:00

OMG Band is making me tired. School is making me tired.

All my fault.

2010-01-23T15:19:00.003+08:00

Too much pressure, cannot take it anymore. One day I'm gonna let it out. I have to wait till Os's ended, have to carry on.

My daily weekends are like business people.
Fri: PE, Band, Ngaji("religious tuition") (Physical)Fight with siblings
Sat: MDIS(Mendaki), Chores Revision (physical) fight with siblings
Sun: Madrasah(religious class), some leftover chores, rivision (physical fight with siblings)

So it's not a TGIF for me. :(

Ultra sad. Sister made mum cried. I just stood there and watch. Felt bad, don't know what to say to mum. Mum's quote, "Don't give me anymore pressure okay? My sister already gave me some."

WHAT TO DO.

Same me please.

2010-01-15T21:53:00.002+08:00

Have you ever had a feeling that you have no friends, and you feel lonely? Well, I do. Not true. I have friends but they also have their own friends. So I couldn't care less and hag la. But, my response would be: to be independent. But think, sometimes being independent makes you lonely. Sucks huh?

For once, I find Malay interesting

2010-01-12T22:56:00.002+08:00

Cikgu showed us something awesome and I really like it. I think I should share it with you guys cause it's nice and meaningful. She asked us to search deep in your heart for 10 principles in your life. The video is in malay, so all the best understanding them.

jalan lurus sepuluh yang mesti ditempuh
yang pertama bahwa Allah maha esa
yang kedua Muhammad rasul kita
yang ketiga cinta ibu cinta ayah kita
yang keempat cinta guru-guru kita
yang kelima cinta tanah air kita
diri kita memancarkan cahya cinta
semoga Allah membimbing kita semua
jalan lurus sepuluh yang mesti ditempuh
yang keenam shalat mari ditegakkan
yang ketujuh Quran baca diartikan
yang delapan sedekah jangan terbawa
yang sembilan puasa penuh keikhlasan
yang sepuluh senyum sopan senantiasa
keramahan perilaku diri kita
semoga Allah membimbing kita semua

Looking for help.

2010-01-10T22:03:00.002+08:00

I was searching in the Internet for Malay poems for some ideas and then I saw this. It made me laugh uncontrollably and I want to share this with you. Yeah, it's in Malay.

Anda sedang menulis surat dan rakan anda menegur:
"Aik? tulis surat nampak?"
Jawab : "Oh ye ke? aku tak prasan ah...tangan
aku bergerak sendiri"

Anda sedang menonton tv ceriter melayu, rakan anda datang lalu bertanyer:
"Eh citer melayu ke?"
Jawab : "Bukanlah, nie kan citer Otromen Taro
menentang Raksaser dari Planet X...ko
tunggu jap nanti otromen kuar".

Yeah I know it may not be funny to you.

I've lost 3kg in a day.

2010-01-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

I had to give school a miss because I have high fever and some stomach flu, a real bad stomach flu. So this stomach flu I experienced had kept me massaging my stomach forever! Needle piercing through my abdomen, and several diarrhea in a day. See how I lost 3 kilograms in a day? If you want to loose some mass and keep healthy, DON'T starve yourself and follow this technic. It's not healthy at all, and it's painful. So keep doing the excises, and a good meal.

P.S: Thank you for the well wishes to get me up and going. :) I appreciate it v.much

Pain.

2010-01-04T22:06:00.004+08:00

What's up with my gastric today? Why is it on the first day of school? What's up with people today?

"Only the people you love the most has the ability to hurt you the most" Do you think that's true? I think it's vBull.

"Things don't have to be extraordinary to be beautiful. The ordinary things are just as beautiful."

So after you're thinking too hard, here's a laugh you won't forget. Cheer up, just as you may get.

Old, old but new.

2010-01-01T16:58:00.003+08:00

So new year, eh? Gee, same old same old. Here's a head start to you guys that have many many resolutions, but never manage to complete it. "Dream it, then do it. "

All the best.

Bestboyfriend

2009-12-28T15:08:00.004+08:00

Do you know what it feels like after 7 years+, you bestest friend added you on Fb? To me, it felt really extraordinary, extra special. Those 7 years of my life went missing, no point looking what had been passed, right?

He's name is Aliff Taslin. We've been best friends from P1 to P3, until he had to move. Till then, I felt unmoved, nobody can replace him. For the moment he left, I had difficulties adapting the new environment on my own. He always had me accompanied to the Staff Room or the Bathroom, at least someone had to do the job. We always went recess together, buying the fishball that costs 10 cents, then we dipped it into the sambal. Yum!

I used to remember I was terrified to eat during recess because of Mr Mos. He seemed fierce, but wasn't scary at all. He always asks one to stand up and point out the "ugly" side of one. That's really mean. There's one point of time he asked me to stand up and he compliment me. I quote " You see that girl, she has a broad shoulder. That girl is also pretty if she looses some weight. Okay, okay. See that teacher, very slim one. She has broad shoulders too. So, girl, if you can be like that teacher, you are out of TAF." Mr Mos, too, had a huge mole on his face. Haha, that wasn't a point.

One morning, both of us and the rest of the TAF members had to run in the muddy field every morning. It was cooling and refreshing, the grass were covered with dew, making my shoes muddy while it can. While I was running my last lap, I had an extremely painful gastric. He said to me, "If you finish this round, maybe the pain will recover." So I run as fast as I could, and to my amaze it really disappeared.

When it was P3, we used to joke around in class, laughing at the teacher's appearance. I'll tell you, it's hilarious. This female teacher teaches me English. Her eyes were baggy and her mouth were stretched widely whenever she tried to talk. Imagine your lips were stretched as far as they could go, making your lips go elastic. That how it was, plus this teacher puts on bright red lipstick to school which I think it was inappropriate. It was overly done, and sometimes you can see hints of pale red smudges.

He had this funny face he always scares me with, till I hid in the Girls Bathroom. Like that, he cannot scare me anymore.

Oh gee, I missed the old days where times is limitless, don't you? :)

Dad

2009-12-17T13:59:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wished my family was alright, perfect. I sometimes wished that my family have no problems and quarreling or whatsoever.( Okay, not perfect but at least, no fighting.) Everyday, I pray that if... if there was a chance by God, I pray that my family have lesser issues to handle. Some of the issues I have as a kid are financial problems, the amount of patience my household have, and the anger issue.

Ever since I've known my dad, he has... Okay I cannot type these online. Shameful y'know? No, you dont 'cause you don't have a dad like mine. I'll tell you something alr, my life is similar to Emilyn's. & sometimes I wish to run away from home.

But I know I can't cause its not worthy of me to something like that. There's no point, at all.

Matt Shively

2009-12-11T01:47:00.001+08:00

He is so hot. Guess that I have weird taste on people. Heh. Catch him on Nick, 5pm on True Jackson VP. It's the hair, that's just it.

Mad Camp @ 08

2009-12-07T21:02:00.011+08:00

I was super reluctant to go tot his religious camp. Heh. I felt rejuvenated. Hahaha.

What we did was extraordinary, the memories we had together, as Group 5 or we would like to name ourselves, BOTOL MODEL!

We rocked as a team, starving together after lunch and waking up at 3.30am just to bathe. The memories will last. Too bad for those didn't went, total wastage, I promise.

This camp is named Camp @ 08. Why 08 when the present year is 2009? 08 represents the direction in the compass, of the House of God when we pray.

So why did they organize this camp? Well, it's for us to bond our relationship with Allah closer than ever before. Cheerio!

Day 1

Reported at the mosque at 9am. I REALLLLLLLLLLLLYYY didn't want to go. RELUCTANT TTM!

My sister, Ruzzana, even had to drag me to the mosque, literally! I took my time, dragging my feet to the mosque, trying to delay the time.

I got label in Group 5, and my sister in Group 4. Heh. Kena seperated. :C Felt ultra despondent.

We waited for the head of the mosque to arrive and gave us a speech. Then, we had to gather as a group and flush out ideas for our name group and cheer.

Group 5's cheer or, Botol Model (Bottle Model), was the best of the best. We got the most points out of the 4 other groups.

B-O-T-O-L ahh(seductively)

M-O-D-E-L ahh(seductively, again)

Wah, Sexy

Wah, Gorgeous

Wah, Gerekk! (Thumbs up with our most cheeky smile!)

And then we had treasure hunt and lunch. I tell you, when it rains during treasure hunt, fold up your pants. My pants gotten wet, really wet. Tsk! Still, we got the most number of points!

Lunch was alright, having to said that the food we ate is normal; rice with curry chicken and veggies.

Prayers was next in line and then i forgot. It was night time what, all of us were all waiting for.

I had difficulty sleeping because it wasn't the soft comfy bed of mine at home, and it was squeezy ttm!

I woke up suddenly because the air-con was too high for me, so I slept back. I didn't bothered about the air-con until it was super shiok and cooling! So I slept happily. And then the air-con temperature was too high. Feeling grumpy, I couldn't do anything else, I slept back. Few minutes later, it was 3.20+am and the temperature was low, again. That was one of the worst nights ever. I couldn't bear the heat so I stayed up.

10 minutes passed and it was 3.30am before dawn. My Models woke me up and we decided to bathe together, but after we gathered our toiletries, one of the faci-s woke up and stopped us from bathing. :(

Definition of Faci: It's like a team leader that helps and encourage us, but they are not from our team and they are older than us. So it's something like a teacher.

One of the faci-s really look alike Cikgu Samsiah, really! Don't believe me? Ask Siti Nur yourself. I promise, it's true. It scared the tickle bone out of me! She is fierce and full of knowledge, just like Cikgu Samsiah.

That night, a pocong came and visited us. He was veryyyy noisy, continuously banging on the door and jumping like one too! Some of us woke up from the noise distruption and couldn't care less and slept back,& I was one of them! This pocong was none other than Shu, one of the male faci-s.

Day 2

A life threatening morning jog and light stretches then breakfast. As usual, we gathered at the auditorium and Group 5 won the Top most points and important people made speeches. Almost made me cried. There's one quote I want to share, "Setiap pertemuan ada perpisahannya." Can't really translate it into english but I try my best. "Every congregation or communion have its separation" Aiyah, somethng like that le.

When they were announcing the results, Ain, who was beside me, gave me the chills and that room was full of suspense! And then...

2nd place is...Group....4! WOOOOOO! GROUP 5 WON WITH THE NUMBER OF 106 TOTAL POINTS!

I screamed my lungs out with Ain, knowing that everyone was looking at us, and of course attention seekers! The prize we'd won was huge, bigger than the other prizes!

First of the first:

God

Oh man, I would really really want to thank you so much for me to be in this camp. I quote, "You are the few 30+ members chosen by Allah to be in this camp." I felt so, astonished. I never knew I am this important. Powerful la seyy! Thank you, for the new experiences I've accomplished and new friends I've made, and definitely, I've bonded closer to you, Allah. :D

Anisah OR Ashraiwan(?) OR Rai

OMG, if it is wasn't you I really don't want to go to this camp. You don't know how much I dragged my feet to the mosque that morning, but You are the one that made me feel involved and courageous. All the funny conversations we've made with you, the "firm and clumsy" voice of yours really made my day. I never knew how much all of us could change and be a better person than what we are now. I am grateful to Allah that you are our faci, and to be in this camp, taught everything by you.

Next of the Best: Botol Models (alphabetically)

Ain

You are one crazy girl that I've knew but forgotten. Hahaa, you were in my primary school, in netball. You wanted to join Band but it was too late, so you joined Band in secondary life. See! I know you la! I promise, I know someone of you that have a twin,tsk! Why oh why you live in clementi and go to school as far as Boon Lay? Why not Fairfield?

Alright, you're very nice to talk to and we could talk as long as the day runs. Haha, I could still remember you complimenting me that I look like Hilary Duff. I said WHUT. You're as cute as me! Hahaha

Aiysah

Hey! Alamak, I've known you from Mad every Sunday for 2 years. Man, I thought I could stick with you since you are in my group, but I changed my mind and take this opportunity to make other new friends. Heheh. I guess it worked. I had fun, so do you. Baju jangan ketat ketat eh! Hhhaa JK! I will miss you.

The Ngee An Girl

Crap, sorry! Didn't mean to forget your name! Hehe! Well, we had fun alright. Man, I promise you're scary when I first know you, but when we've introduced ourselves, you are not that scary at all. But you are one serious person! Ngee An is one of the choices I've chosen. Study hard!

Aziera

Crap! Another girl I've forgotten the name. So it's you heh? My sister's friend. You really look like you can be an Ustazah. You have that look y'know? Hahah, just like me. I've bonded with you and you're really comfortable to talk to! Talk to me more, sound effects! Hahaha Study hard tau! Jangan malukan the muke.

Sheereen

OMG, you scary girl. Every time i look at you, you will give me the "talk to the hand" face.\, but you are one funny girl. Hahhaa, one of a kind eh? Scary plus cute plus funny girl. Really, you scare me so much. Your eyes are so huge and black, like a witch! Anytime can curse me heh? hahaha I have fun with you, though I try to stay away from you, from your curses. Hahaha JK!

All In all, I will miss you guys and I hope we can stay connected! Love you too much! Gee I wish I have photos to share, but I didn't brought my Cam, and there were photographers but no photos I could grab :(

I love that day. 291109

2009-12-01T15:08:00.003+08:00

LAZZYY. More pictures will be at FB.

AWESOME CONCERT!

2009-11-30T16:00:00.002+08:00

WOOOOO! BAND CONCERT WAWS THE BOOOOMMMMBBBBBB! HYPPPHHERFERERERERRRRRRRRRR

TBONES ROOCCCKKKSSS THE STTTAGGEEEEEEE!! YAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSS.

Feat. Lincoln

2009-11-26T00:22:00.002+08:00

I TELL YOU BAND+CHOIR CONCERT WILL BE THE AWESOMENEST OF THE BEST LADY GAGA. YOU BETTER BE THERE.

Bee.

2009-11-17T12:19:00.003+08:00

Mon: Band

Tues: Sleep time

Wed: Band Day Camp

Thurs: Band Day Camp

Fri: Overnight Band Camp

Sat: Overnight Band Camp

Sun: Religious Class?

Next Mon: Sleep time

Next Tues: Band

Next Wed: Band

Next Thurs: Band

Next Sun: BAND CONCERT

See how hectic Band is? It's alright, it's my passion. Well, Band these days are not so productive for me because of me, the 3rd Trombone, couldn't play with fast air.

Shucks. I really want to make the Band+Choir Concert the bomb.

Go to your nearest Band or Choir people person and buy one of our tickets. I'll make sure you buy our tickets and spend $15, or else you'll miss the Gold SYF Performing Arts on the 29th. It's such a waste not to see the hard working, filled with encouraging practices, so come on down to ACJC at 1930 hours. Don't forget your camera! Oh and bring flowers for us, as a big thanks you.

Strangest

2009-11-10T09:24:00.002+08:00

I had a dream, a really weird one. I must say, if you couldn't handle the sickest news, then please leave.

So it started on a normal day at home-hotel.

My definition: It's like a hotel look-a-like and a house. It's quite a nice place though. It's slightly resembles my house toilet.

And when I look outside the window, I could see a Secret Shaft. This Secret Shaft looks like Sentosa, with all the sands and trees and the sea, but it's not. It's somehow made up without all these, the sand, trees and the sea. What I could recall, it has a wooden 8 symmetrical and poles surrounding it. And there were office buildings surrounding, tall ones too.

I went to change into my bikini. Since when I could wear one? Apparently two of my male cousins which are in their early adult stage, came over and swam with me and having fun too. I knew they were eyeing on my breasts, so I left and decided to change. While changing, the toilet seemed very familiar. Still showering, the two guys, Zafry and Aziq, came over and saw me nude.

I rushed over and quickly grabbed my towel and kicked them out. And OMG that was embarrassing. While I was unconsciously showering, they got horny and getting shit every where, literally! Their shit came out of their mouth, yuck! And as I ran, I glanced quickly and saw many small pieces of shit. And OMG it scared me.

Gee, no more of these bad dreams please.

Too much?

2009-10-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

Try your best not to laugh and record down your timing before you run out of breath! Got this from Loysius.

Influential.

2009-10-27T13:24:00.003+08:00

Amalina indirectly introduced to me a new song by Justin Bieber. Honestly, I'm not into him but his songs are great. We actually can relate to our lives.

/And I know there is something going on with Taufiq and Ifraq's mind.

oh oh its jb
My friends say I'm a fool to think
that you're the one for me
I guess I'm just a sucker for love
'Cuz honestly the truth is that
you know I'm never leavin'
'Cuz you're my angel sent from above

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya,
love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I'll put nothin above ya
above ya

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
tell me u love me

People try to tell me
but I still refuse to listen
'Cuz they don't get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than
a thousand days without your love,
oh your love
oh

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya
love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I'll put nothin above ya
above ya

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

My heart is blind but I don't care
'Cuz when I'm with you everything has disappeared
And every time I hold you near
I never wanna let you go,
oh

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

SNSD

2009-10-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

Yups, I've changed my skin. I think the old one is too boring and old. So I chose something which I won't be changing it for a really long time.

OMG, SNSD songs are in my head, especially Gee and Honey (something). The Honey song was influenced my Yasmin and Elyna, thanks luhh. The gay actions are new part of my life! Pfft.
So I'll be joining the Mathew and Antiss's SNSD club, Hahahaa!

That reminds me, they are very cute people. And I really miss being in Japan!♥

Wrong! Honey song is by KARA. I can't wait till Japan next year.

Super sian, super bored.

Time.

2009-10-22T17:10:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since i had come to blog. Well, results are alright, partially expected what it'll be.
The most disappointment is my malay marks. I really thought I could, really. But it turned out to be a memorable lesson. I know I shouldn't write about it but I had the confidence. The confidence I had, this time, was.. different. Different than the other competitive confidence or to boost up my energy, or something like that.

Well, I'm going off to Bangkok for my holidays. Any tips or recommendations or advices? It's my first time there, and I'm so excited!

This is a short post and I might be changing my blogskin. I just hope and pray hard that I'll do so much better in the next year & do my revisions during Dec.

PLease please, I want a laptop that I could share with my sister, and iPod touch so that it will be an easy task to roam around Bangkok.

Shopbob

2009-09-15T17:41:00.000+08:00

Awesome, eh? Buy me this please!

I NEED A LARGE CAPACITY OF MEMORY.

2009-09-10T13:08:00.000+08:00

Seriously though, i tried studying and doing notes, it helps quite a bit. I need my coffee to help me stay awake throughout the night. Let me state the pro and cons about tongue piercing.

PROs
Tongue gets swollen but will lasts for about 2 weeks. So its not that bad.
Its like art, and I do appreciate art until I can't get through Sec2 Art Club.
It gains one's confidence and prolly get one's respect.
The stud can change into many varieties like pill-shaped or transparent retainers or something.
Final thought, one will love the attention and simply, it's cool.

CONs
It's undoubtedly pain and swollen for the 2 weeks.
Though its like art, "authorized" people will have to ask one to take it out. Though some accept it and pretend it doesn't matter, we'd appreciate that.
It's gonna be swollen so you can't really talk well and loads of saliva is loss.
Reputation of one's will be kinda destroyed due to the makciks' gossips and they'll make you look "wild and out-of-control-" vBull

Still, there are many Cons.

Zahiya the 100th

2009-09-07T16:48:00.000+08:00

In celebration to my 100th posts, here's a video.

Mad

2009-08-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

Seriously, CPS is getting wilder and wilder. Menyampah, y'know? But I'm really Syukur alhamdullilah we're not from that batch, right right? Tsk!
I had a open talk with dian today, and I heard a lot of people have changed, Indra, Asyura and Dj. Semakin over la. Glad thing, I didn't went to CPS. HORRIBLE!

&& Thanks Rachel for making me do the right thing, but in the end, it wasn't the right thing to do. :)
___

I realised that friends are always be with you, but not there when you need them, BULL CRAP.

Man

2009-08-29T14:51:00.000+08:00

Let's relate this video to exams.
White man to me, represents working hard and acing all the test papers with easy peasy.
Black man to me, represents not working hard and easily distracted to dating. Not paying attention to the consequences.
White man with tie to me, represents gluttony. Money, money, money. Which relates to not working hard = no job=no money.
Girl with general fashion style to me, represents looking good and not bothering about the exams.
& lastly, the emo kid to me, represents " Hi, I'm a slasher"

So these kids are BAD except for the White man. With him in your heart, he'll help you. He's like God to me, though.
Carry on with the fatih!

Dissapointment

2009-08-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

I received my Physics Submitive Test today and it was very disappointing. I know I can ace it very well but I prove myself wrong. Careless mistakes, calculation mistakes and even can't get the density formula! GAHH, why haven't I revised the day before? It's all last minutes revision!

I WANT TO BE ABLE TO ACE PHYSICS WELL FOR EXAM WITHOUT REGRETTING!.

Siblings

2009-08-11T18:05:00.000+08:00

Dear blogg,
Today I just found out that my youngest, the most rebellious sister had gone through ear piercing again, which she had asked my Grandma to help her pay. $30, heh. I did mine for $14. She did hers for 2, one on the left and one on the right, so did I.

I was shocked and confused. Why on earth would she do it at this time of the year. She's only 11 AND she have 4 piercings! Gee, I wonder what would all the makciks think of our family.
All I want is to have proper respect to my family's name but, but...how?

It's very common how people would just gossip and get the words around and having to disgrace to my family's name at the same time. I wonder how and when. I want these to stop, but can't. It is very annoying to hear someone gossiping about you, behind you and even beside you. You can hear most of it even though its soft. "Hey! You know that girl..the one is pink with tight pants and can see her panties? yeah..What's up with that? TSK! Aiyoh.. these days ahh. *shakes head* " And then they'll prolly look at the parents or your mother FIRST. I find this very typical of makciks.

Okay, let's not get carried away. I'll let you think about it.

Zahiya

2009-08-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

Don't confuse yourself.

:(

2009-08-04T11:24:00.000+08:00

For twice I regretted to be sick. Now I'm missing Founders' Day at school. :( Janis was smsing me that Taufiq and Mushaddiq was having a blast in school with all the foods.

And I heard Nigel is sick too? Get well soon!

Gosh, I missed a lot of things. 3G hair Salon for a day and a new topic of physics and Founders' day celebration?!

---

And yesterday was the most horrible day in my life. Well I'm sure its God's test. My sister and I wanted to go to Suntec with Mama. I got a mixed up of buses and my sister and I were lost with no ez-link card money and we didn't even brought cash with us! I was about to tear down in the middle of the interchange. But fortunately, Mama came and we survived. She came to treat us Swensens. I regretted fully to eat Spicy Fish Pasta and some Minty ice-cream for dessert. First, it was spicy and bloody HOT and almost didn't finish it. Then it was the ice-cream that made my lungs hurt. For once ice-cream made me breathless, literally.

Lesson learnt! Don't wish for what you can't wish for.

Yadaa

2009-07-29T18:37:00.000+08:00

Apparently, I'm flying off to Japan for a week, so don't miss me too much.

NO

2009-07-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

Well, whatever it is, I DIDN'T PIERCED. Ask the witnessed one. I wanted to but it's prohibited= I DIDN'T PIERCED. GET THE RIGHT INFO RIGHT.

Techno Fever

2009-07-20T16:51:00.000+08:00

I would really want a MacBook and iPod Touch. Macbook is just $1 488 and I could get iPod Touch for FREE. Serious. If you're a Uni, Poly or ITE student of any grade.
iPod Touch is $498 for 16GB.

KAKANA, BUY FOR ME MACBOOK!

Bloody Hell.

2009-07-19T16:43:00.001+08:00

On a Thursday, I felt really pissed and I want the Earth to stop revolving.
Pissed pissed pissed. I want it all to stop. This that, that this. Annoying, isn't it?

Too much stuffs too do, so little time.
___

Again, I realize that there are some would do anything for you, but behind your back, they are most happiest when you're not with them. Some kind of people, right? Think about it.
"Say people, say yourself" Familiar?

Pretending and lying is worst. Pretend you're rich, pretend you're popular, pretend you're a good buddy. All are Fake. Everyone is fake. You are fake. Noticed something? No, cause you're too Big headed and think you're something when you're not.
Don't make yourself useful, 'cause you can't accept that you're ain't real. FAKE FAKE FAKE.

Peep beep poop bap

2009-07-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

I realized that some friends do care about you even if they are not the Number 1 in your list. For example, my FB status reads, "Let's start air *ing. * that tree, * that wall, * you, * me, * my butt, * my phone, * him, * my ma. * YOU."
And people might just overlooked and say, "Oh this girl just have moodswing" but NO. Friends whom I thought are not very close, is closer than i thought- in my heart. Alvin, Wai Lum, Amalina and Ying Wen, respectively commented on my status asking why and to cheer me up.

That made my day, even for the slightest bit. So i would like to dedicate this post to them and to others out there, thinking that friends don't care about you. I would like to pray to God now.

Dear God, may you mend the souls that are broken, that they are sad, heartbroken or moody. May you brighten their hearts with your love and care. Forgive them for what they've done wrong and forgive them what they've done wrong to their friends. let them be ensured that You'll be there every second of their lives. I pray in Your name, Allah.
Amin (Amen)

I know that tongue piercings are prohibited in Islam. So I declare officially that I won't be piercing any of my body as it's an altering to the body of ours of God's made(property).

And I want to get a iPhone3gS. Count me in!

Lousy

2009-07-15T14:50:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I just had my lousiest day. Mood swings, Nuts and Peanuts.

zahiya

Obsessed with it

2009-07-10T22:28:00.000+08:00

I watched Obsessed with my 3G. It was a temp! Super happy Lisa dead.
All the time, during the girl on girl fight, I was "Yes..Yes!" because of Shanon's punch!
Whoa! Girl power.
___

~~Was~~ Am obsessed with this Malaysian lady names Zee Avi!
Click!
Make sure you listen to The story and Bitter heart.

And I definitely want to learn those songs
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Get well soon, Loy!

Apologise

2009-07-05T09:03:00.000+08:00

I, Siti Zahiya, daughter of Muhd Zainal hereby states her apology to all readers/viewers of thezahiyaseries.blogspot.com. Her mind has gone off into its own world, forgetting that people do believe what she sad written in her blog. Therefore, she apologizes again for the fake story she had uploaded on 28th June 2009. She hopes that not all will be believers. Thank you.

Pierced

2009-06-28T18:36:00.001+08:00

Woohoo! I got my tongue pierced! Its quite pain cause its swollen and prolly one week it will be healed. Check me out!

Reflect

2009-06-14T05:54:00.000+08:00

I wanna learn!

She's not bad.

Joseph Alessi

2009-06-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

http://www.josephalessi.com/mp3/REDSPAIN.mp3

Hey! Listen to that! Kinda soothing..but very trombone-ny. Joseph Alessi. Okay, what was that?

JJ Johnson, Frank Rosolino.

2009-06-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

JJ Johnson

J. J. Johnson Quartet
Uploaded by 60otaku. - Explore more music videos.

Frank Rolosolino

My idol? Hmm, not yet.

Latin Gold

2009-06-06T16:10:00.000+08:00

Get yours here!

Click!

Madness Gays by Nigel himself.

2009-06-04T16:06:00.000+08:00

FCing funney!!!

To be with you by Zahiya small.

2009-06-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

Chorus

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

Just shut up and cut me into pieces

2009-06-04T14:33:00.000+08:00

BEYONCE VS. JOE JONAS

Who will win? You decide! Haha

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Yay! I've completed Hey there Delillah Intro.*clap hand clap hand* haha

Febuary

2009-05-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

February: Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental
Quiet, shy and humble
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realizing dreams and hopes
Sharp
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside

YEAH YEAH

2009-05-29T21:20:00.000+08:00

I LOVE TODAY.
GO NATNUTS'S BLOG TO VIEW THE PHOTOS AND FB TOO.
MISSES, YOU.

Do I know everything?

2009-05-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

I feel depressed and i don't know why.
Seriously.
I sat here by the computer and started thinking of these words
"It's not over, yet."
It's like I do want everything to be what I've always wanted but it just can't happen
It's like I want to excel in my studies and to ace O levels with all As but I just can't make it happen.
It's like I want to slim down and look Sexayee, but I just can't make it happen.

It's like I want to say FC everytime whenever I made a minor mistake.
When will this end?
In fact, when will this start?
When will the procrastination stops?
Damn man..
It feels useless when you don't do anything to make yourself succesful.
I just want to cry it all out.
I just want this to let it all go and be joyful but..
But.. I gotta be strong.
Gotta be succesful.
Gotta be an A student.
Gotta be Sexayyee.

So depressing.
I have what it takes to do, more than the rest.
But can I carry it on?
Can I even start?
..... (blank moment)

It will be never, never the same Zahiya again.
Ever will you ask "why",
Please, just go away.
Ever since that incident happened, I will and never respect you.
Hey! I'm honest in my words.
And I'm a girl of my words, I think.
JUST GO AWAY!
You'll NEVER appreciate us me.
Its just you and your big screwed Feet.
See? I even gave it a name. I called it Feet.
If you seek A.

Yeepee!

2009-05-23T19:39:00.000+08:00

I found SlideShow! :D

Slide Show.

I love you.

2009-05-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

More Than Words - Extreme

Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,
it would be to show me how you feel,

More than words,
is all you have to do,
to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,

What would you say,
if I took those words away,

Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,

It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,

Now that I've tried to,
talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,
is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,
and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,

More than words,
is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,(no no)
Just by saying I love you...

I think I'm obsessed with this song.

Anyone have the song " all about you"?

Molest.

2009-05-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

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Minahzxs??

2009-05-19T19:09:00.000+08:00

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Flawless. CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK!!

Awesommeee!

2009-05-18T18:16:00.000+08:00

99.5% of all teens would cry if the Jonas brothers were on a 20 story building about to jump.The other 0.5% would bring a chair and popcorn.Copy and Paste if your one of those 0.5% that would like to personally PUSH THEM OFF
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I still remember the times of sec 2 camp. Loved!

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Korean?

2009-05-17T19:04:00.000+08:00

Please teach me English Part 1
Please teach me English Part 2
Please teach me English Part 3

Awesome, funny drama you should catch.

You

2009-05-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

I think it's starting again. Oh no!

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I want nobody, nobody, nobody but you.

Gou the pineapple.

2009-05-12T21:13:00.001+08:00

I've seen Mr. Pineapple with its seductive and pervertic eyes that lives under the Earth's Core.
And it said "Bonus Points" LOL.
___

Today, I brought Miomiow to school today. And beware! Whoever touches it (her) will make the same affect on me too.

Don't understand?
You poke its eyes, and my eyes will hurt.
___

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND, JUNYUAN!

Dispeakable.

2009-05-08T13:48:00.000+08:00

RANDOM. Thia guys is really cute too hehe but he's not that funny as NigaHiga. Don't want to compare but he has his own uniqueness.

I MISS BALI SO MUCH! (that's including the bargianing too!)

Oh Me Gayzxs

2009-04-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

I've just heard Overture Jubiloso and it's great. Here's a sneak peak.

Overture Jubiloso - Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra

Slide Show broadcasts the Trombone and it really tests me and my Tromz.

The Singapore Experience - Hardy Mertens

This is very fond of him who's from Holland and created a Sg piece. I feel very honoured as a kiasu Sgian.

Singapore Rhapsody - Movement 1 - Jacob De Haan

Singapore Rhapsody [Jacob de Haan] - Movement 2 - Royal Norwegian Navy Band

Drum Beats Instrumental Drumline Soundtrack Other Instrumental 192kbps.mp3 - Drumline
I think we should play this in our Carousel to broadcasts Percussion section AND to show off ourselves and wipe at the Choir faces. Yeah!
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To my dear Fatin,
Aiyah. Hope that post doesn't bothers you much. Cheer up :D Hag, man.

If I hadn't you all along.

2009-04-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

You and me together
That's how it should always be
One without the other
Don't mean nothin' to me, nothin' to me
___

This person is so cute. It doesn't matter whether it's a guy or a girl.
___

(Flo Rida)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Kesha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

(Flo Rida)
Hey
Hopped out of that house with my swagger
Hop in that with girl, I got places to go!
People to see, time is precious
I look at my crowd and they out of control
Just like my mind where Im going
No women, no shorties, no nothin but clothes
No stoppin now, my Pirellis on role
I like my jewelry, thats always on gold
I know the storm is comin
my pockets keep tellin me its gonna shower
Call up my homies thats home
Then pop in the night cuz its meant to be ours
We keep a fade away shot cuz we ballin
its platinum patron that be ours
Lil mama, I owe you just like the flowers
Girl you to drink with all that and power clubs

(Flo Rida)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Kesha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

(Flo Rida)
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Aint nothin more beautiful to be found
Its goin down down.
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Aint nothin more beautiful to be found
Its goin down down

(Flo Rida)
Hey
Shawty must know Im not playin
My money love her like a numba one fan
Dont look at my mouth, let her talk to my fans
My Benjamin Franklin
A couple of grands, I got rubber bands
My paper planes makin a dance
Get dirty all night, thats part of my thing
Keep building castles thats made out of sand
Shes amazing, the fire blazing
Hotter than Cajun
Girl wont you move a lil closer?
Time to get paid, its maximum wage
That body belong on a poster
Im in a daze, that bottom is wavin at me
Like damn it I know you
You wanna show like a gun out of holster
Tell me whatever and Ill be your roper ..

(Flo Rida)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Kesha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

(Flo Rida)
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Aint nothin more beautiful to be found
Its goin down down
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Aint nothin more beautiful to be found
Its goin down down

(Flo Rida)
Im spendin my money
Im out of control
Somebody help me
Shes takin my bank roll.
But Im king of the club
And Im wearin the crown
Poppin these bottles
Touchin these models
Watchin they asses go down down
down down, down down [this line x4]

(Flo Rida)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Kesha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Flo Rida)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
(Kesha)
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

I find you're sacarstic, bitch.

2009-04-25T20:26:00.000+08:00

You used to hold the door for me
Now you can't wait to leave
You used to send me flowers if
You fucked up in my dreams
I used to make you laugh with all
the silly shit I did
Now you roll your eyes and walk away
And shake your head

When the spark has gone
And the candles are out
And the song is done
And there's no more sound
Whispers turn to yelling
And I'm thinking

How did we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes
And everythings undone?
Is it 'cause we wanna be free?
Well that's not me.
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor
Like a thousand times before
knowing that forever wont be

Always sentimental when I think of how it was
When love was sweet and new and we just
Couldn't get enough
The shower, it reminds me you'd undress me with your eyes
Now you never touch me and you tell me that you're tired
You know it gets so sad when it all goes bad
And all you think about is all the fun you've had
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/R8bu ]
All those sorrys ain't never gonna mean a thing

How did we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes
And everythings undone?
Is it 'cause we wanna be free?
Well that's not me.
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor
Like a thousand times before
knowing that forever wont be

I know we said somethings that we can never take back
It's like a train wreck, trying to hit the right track
We opened up the wine and we just let it breathe
but we shoulda drank it down while it was still sweet
It all goes bad eventually

Now do we stay together 'cause were scared to be alone?
We got so used to this abuse it kinda feels like home
But my baby, I just really wanna know..

How did we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes
And everythings undone?
Is it 'cause we wanna be free?
Well that's not me.
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor
Like a thousand times before
knowing that forever wont be

How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes
And everythings undone?
Is it 'cause we wanna be free?
Well that's not me.
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor
Like a thousand times before
knowing that forever wont be
___

I find the not Derek guy very much like you and I hope I'm not being one. So will you stop it? I won't talk to you neither talk like how I talked to you before until you realise and change.

Change

2009-04-24T19:14:00.000+08:00

I think from today onwards I will not stop blogging. But instead, I will post songs from youtube for my expressed feelings.

The answer is you.

2009-04-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

"Because You Live"

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live
___

Many many wonderful meanings can be found here while not relating this to relationship problems or whatsoever.

Susan Boyle

2009-04-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

NEW YORK (CNN) -- Susan Boyle, who recently performed on the U.K. television show "Britain's Got Talent," has captured the world's attention.

In case you've missed it, she's a 47-year-old unemployed charity worker who lives with her cat in a small village in Scotland.

As soon as she walked on stage, the audience began to snicker and roll their eyes. Simon Cowell, the show's host, asked her some pre-performance questions in his famously condescending style, and to the audience's enjoyment, she answered awkwardly.

She was painfully ordinary, and everyone was prepared, looking forward even, to see her fail.

By now, if you don't know the story, you could guess it, right? She more than wowed them. She opened her mouth to sing, and, as judge Pierce Morgan later said, she had "the voice of an angel."

She wasn't painfully ordinary; she was amazingly extraordinary. The audience immediately jumped to a standing ovation and stayed there until the end of the song. The YouTube video of Susan's performance has, as of Tuesday, received more than 35 million views.

We are riveted, and a recent article in USA Today does a good job of cataloguing all the reasons. We prejudged her by her looks and were fooled. We experienced the gamut of emotions in a few short moments: guilt, shame, vindication, hope. She's a modern-day Cinderella, and these days, it's a wonderful distraction and inspiration to witness the triumph of the human spirit.

But there's something else Susan Boyle awakens in us as we watch her come out of her shell: our own selves. Who among us does not move through life with the hidden sense, maybe even quiet desperation, that we are destined for more? That underneath our ordinary exterior lays an extraordinary soul? That given the right opportunity, the right stage, the right audience, we would shine as the stars we truly are?

That promise underlies most successful advertising campaigns: the desire to transform from caterpillar to butterfly. Maybe if you buy that (fill in the blank), people will see you for the sophisticated, cool, gorgeous, talented, lovable person you know you really are.

But in our less desperate moments, we know we can't purchase that transformation. Although Susan Boyle became an overnight sensation, hers was not an overnight transformation. She's been practicing singing since she was 12. In her case, overnight was 35 years.

It's easy to admire Susan. But it's far more interesting to be transformed by her. "There is grace," a friend recently wrote to me, "in being molded by your own gifts."

To allow yourself to be molded by your own gifts takes courage. You have to be willing to stand there, exposed and authentic, while the audience rolls their eyes at you and sneers, expecting failure. And then, of course, you have to fail, laugh or cry, and keep going until, one day, they stop laughing and start clapping.

But you can't do it alone. Susan Boyle didn't; she had a voice coach, Fred O'Neil, who worked with her for years and encouraged her to audition. And she had her mother.

"She was the one who said I should enter 'Britain's Got Talent.' We used to watch it together," Boyle told the British paper The Times of her mother, who died in 2007, "She thought I would win. ... I am doing it as a tribute to my mum, and I think she would be very proud."

If we're lucky, we have parents who encourage us. Nothing really replaces a mother or father who believes in you. But even if you don't have parents who believe in you, it's important to have someone. Someone you trust, enough that when they offer criticism, you know it's to draw you out more fully, not shut you down even partially. iReport.com: Have you been judged on looks?

And a good supporting friend even sees through the talent, right through to you. With her mother gone, Boyle still has O'Neil. And recently he said to The Telegraph that he was worried all this attention was obscuring "the real person" he knew.

"I am concerned about her being surrounded by all these PR people," he said, "that she will not be given the time to sing."

Susan Boyle is a phenomenal role model for all of us, not just because of her talent or her courage or her perseverance or her supportive friends. She is a phenomenal role model for us because she is us, in all our awkward ordinariness and amazing extraordinariness.

Although the videos cannot be emmbeded, go to youtube yourself.

EXTRAORDINARY!

Diary.

2009-04-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

I think I'm gonna start writting on personal feelings in my diary from now on since I can't really trust anyone now.

I'm gonna make myself LOUD and CLEAR.
I don't like/love anyone right now.
For those who are half-brained, that means:
I don't like/love him.

Clear enough?!
Ass Farts.

I only said he's cute but somesome had to make the fake thing up and say that I like him.
Childish enough!

Now I'm just feeling heart stonned.
Nothing can ever make my head change.

What a day,

2009-04-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

Today was a very moody day for me.
Why?
Don't ask me cause you are causing it.
Frigging hate you.
---
Jealous or sad because of it?
I think both.
It's frigging alright, Zahiya. Take your time.
You're maybe denying the fact, but I don't know.
Why?
Because I don't have the proofs I need.

Togetherness.
Haizz.

Maybe I'm using my Teddy Bear's name to cover it all up.
Maybe I'm just not ready to let you go.
Maybe I'm selfish.
Just maybe.
---
Damn 2.4km running today.
Made no efforts but made failure.
Thank you, Fatin:)

Excuse me, plOx

2009-04-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

Attention, attention: Anyone out there knows where to get acoustic guitars in Singapore?
Will gladly love you:)

Photo Shhot

2009-04-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

I so wanna take many many pictures with my Teddy Bear very badly. Cause I say it's cute to the Gilerness!

No.

2009-04-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

Never!I missed you but not now. I really do miss you but it wasn't that easy. Well, good luck with her. Missed xoxo

NigaHiga

2009-04-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

Like for real.

2009-04-14T20:04:00.000+08:00

Damn it, man!
When you have new shoes, and what do you do to the old ones?
Throw it away, right?
And wonders how the "used" pair feels?

It feels like you're useless and just felt like "Hey! I could just use a simple repair only."
I'm so pissed. And I'm feeling what the old shoe feels.
Damn man!
I hate you so much right now.

Whenever you passed by or I passes by, I feel so much of hate from you.
Never do I want to say "Hi" to you anymore.
Never.

Oh. And whatever I wrote here, it's just a simple Read between the lines.
For instance, I could say..
Butt.
Got left and right, right. So based on the text, I could give "I love my butt."
It actually meant " I love my friends that are besdie me currently."
Make sense?
Yes, it does.

---
He is like a damn cute, can?
Cute Giler!
Cute madness!
Tak boleh angkat sey!
Cannot take it sey!

Henderson's Waves, Hort Park Pictures.

2009-04-11T19:12:00.000+08:00

Credits to Mas and Fatin for using Cammy. (^^)
Botteom line: Don't drink RedBull. It'll give you the hyper energy that cannot be felt.

On the fence

2009-04-11T18:55:00.000+08:00

Oh yes!
I can finally update my Blogger.
The reason why I didn't update for a long time because I didn't know what to do with the cookies.
As in, I do not know how to turn On the cookies.
What a bummer.
So I thought, "maybe next day I can search thoroughly in my head to think properly and On the cookies,"
What a dumbass I am.

On the second thought, I've been calling my siblings and some actions "stupid".
So I guess this is the result I've made through out my life, calling other people stupid.
And I learnt my lesson.
Don't call other people stupid cause it'll come back to you.

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On Good Friday, I went out with Fatin and Mas.
We went to Henderson's Waves, Hort Park.
Just to camwhore and besides, I've never been there and another thing, though, it's practice time for me to update on my photography skills.

Pictures will be in here.
Slowly, can?

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I don't think I wanna think about you anymore, boy.
She's not into you anymore and, let's face it..
You'll never change.
You never learn your lesson towards the people's words they gave you.
So I'm turning my back to you, since you're taking so slow to think thoroughly.
Never!

And He is like a damn cute, can?!
For those who are close to me and I've said it many many times, you'll know who I'm referring to:D
Beware, girls! He's mine.

I don't know who she is but I think you should change your mind from her, to me.
Muahah! I'm mean little bitch.

Oh and the other day, right. Thanks for the concern:)
Love it.

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Different people call me differently and with unique voices heard from my heart.
Thank you.

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Lastly, FSB GOT GOLD!
All the way guys. Next SYF, we're getting Gold with Honours.

Hey monday, I'm here

2009-03-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'Cause you have that effect on me, you do

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

Months going strong now, and no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me, I love you harder so

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me your hands
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal a heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine

Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me your hands
So please, just take my hand.

Hilarious.

2009-03-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

Like C'mon!

2009-03-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

Sheesh! I just hate it! The place was so crammed and WTH with the chairs and riser?!

Expect me to move gracefully with y'all and sit down quitely, perfectly?

No bitches! And I ain't one.

Look, the place was awful and I just had NO choice to just step on the chairs.

Don't look at me and say " Faster la, Siti! "

I was literally on my loosing end.

And that makes me nervous and I CAN'T PLAY!

Since I'm the first to move in and sit down and 3rd trombone, why don't y'all make the first move and let me say " Faster la! You so slow! This is SYF, leh!"

I blame the place and nothing else.

What's with the stacked chairs and crammy risers?

You don't literally mean, riser means on risers.

And have to be placed so high on the ground.

Risers are just a foundation for the trombones and trumpets and to be higher than most of the other band people.

Sheesh!

See what other people made you do?

Like, basically, point out your finger laugh at some random person.

And then look straight in the eye and gossip non-stop.

That person would make fussy feelings and feel pissed.

Just like this situation. Don't ever make me nervous.

Then, again, if I cannot play properly, means you're pushing too hard.

Not knowing other people's loosing end.

Fucked- up.

Whateva!

2009-03-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

She is the cutest bimbo. Haha

Today was horrifying and it sucked. I could just roll my eyes over and over again.

HEH?

2009-03-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

One comment: This is like a damn true! Try it here

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking

Another comment: This is embarrassing enough, but honestly, its true. Try it here!

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Comment: Hell yeah. Try it here!

Here is the analysis:

What type of personality do you have?

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

Comment: Really, meh? Try it here!

The Bus

Here is the analysis:

You can take care of all members in the group very well. You make sure that everybody gets his or her plates during mealtime. You act like a caring mother all the time.

Comment: Hey Hey! I'm your momma! Try it here!

Your Hidden Talent

The Artist

You love freedom and want to follow your heart's desires. You might not be at your best when dealing with other people. Once you are given the opportunity to work your chosen way, your gift will shine. A tip for you is not to concentrate too much on your own work, but widen your focus and consider the opinions of other people.

COmment: Quite true ah. Try it here!

Who is your dream guy?

Here is the analysis:

He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy.

Comment: None. Try it here!

What do your friends think of you?

You are popular. Your friends feel at ease when they are around you. You are cheerful and lovely. It's not surprising that you have many good friends. You always feel happy for others, not a glimpse of envy. This is your unique character. Keep up!

COmment: is this true? Try it here!

Wee!

2009-03-14T00:39:00.000+08:00

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Supportive

You are almost like a life coach for your best friends.
You give them help when they need it... but you also know when to give them a push.

People tend to rely on you for moral support and advice.
You've probably always been mature for your age, so this is a role that's you're comfortable with.

A friend like you is one of the rarest kinds.
You are both a good mentor and companion.

Your friends need you most when: They are confused or worried

You really can't be friends with: Someone who only wants to complain

Your friendship quote: "The only way to have a friend is to be one."

What Makes You a Good Friend?

Your Little Black Dress Says You're Quirky

You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.
You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.

Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.

If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots

The Little Black Dress Test

Your Personality Is Idealist

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

Fatin wants it.

2009-03-11T15:38:00.001+08:00

Think!

2009-03-11T14:57:00.000+08:00

Which one of these will win the competition?

Let's play an interactive game!

2009-03-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

http://www.hotel626.com/

Get yourself out of this hotel with many bunnies and cute mushrooms(:

Get loud with your speaker so that you'll hear the simple adorable baby's laughter.

Lesson learnt

2009-03-08T21:27:00.001+08:00

1st shot- failed
2nd shot-failed
3rd shot- failed

4th shot- failed
5th shot- partially pass
6th shot- failed
7th shot- failed.
1st shot- best.

2nd shot- ehh. okay la.

3rd shot- worst
1st shot- not bad
2nd shot- looks worser
3rd shot- framing problem
4th shot- too little light
5th shot- indifferent
6th shot- best.
7th shot- 2nd best.
1st shot- not bad
2nd shot-confirm failed
3rd shot- i think its okay although the framing can be better.
1st shot- tried taking in vertical.
2nd shot- tried moving the subject to the right side.
3rd shot- tried using horizontally.(passed)
3RD SHOT- YEAH! (passed)
2ND SHOT- NOT SO BAD ALREADY.
1ST SHOT-(FAILED BADLY)
1st shot-halfway there but still not good enough
2nd shot-too much light(failed)
3rd shot- not bad. Still, can be improved.
4th shot- okay la
5th shot- not that good nor not that bad.
6th shot- normal to me.
1st shot(failed)
2nd shot(failed)
3rd shot(halfway passed)

So I learnt that it needs many different styles to get the best shot.

Hort Park

2009-03-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

Which one of these do y'all think will suit the competition criteria- Nature in different perspective view?

Quadratic Formula

2009-03-06T23:30:00.001+08:00

This is what I learnt in Maths class. And I'm proud of it.

I saw a man on the street, a parabola in his hand
He said "sir please help me I don't understand
And I've been having troubles these problems are my fears"
So I took out my note book and wiped away his tears
Chorus:
With the quadratic formula
Quadratic formula
Quadratic formula
Quadratic formula
And it's negative B plus or minus the square root of B squared minus 4 A C
Over 2 A eee over 2 A eee over 2 A
Though I couldn't factor it I attacked the equation fast
Did I put in the co-efficient, yep you bet your ass-k me
If I could explain it, this problems down the drain
That's exactly when he stuck a knife into my brain
I explained why did you do this, do you even care
Didn't I just help you, didn't I complete your square
( no actually I used the .)
Chorus:
Now my life is over, I've seen all that I can see
Quadratics, cubics, quindics got the best of me
But as I lay here dying a strange peace came over me
Knowing that upon my tomb stone carved for all the world to see
Would be the
Chorus,
Chorus,

SYF.

2009-03-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

Dancing In The Wind "Kaze No Mai" - Soka Gloria Wind Orchestra

JUDGING CRITERIA 4.1

The judging criteria are as follows:

50% - Technique

Articulation

Dynamics

Intonation

Rhythm

Tone 50% - Musicianship

Balance

Blend

Expression

Interpretation

Phrasing

Style

AWARDS 5.1

The Central Judging provides the opportunity for school concert bands to benchmark their performance standards. There is no pre-determined number of gold, silver or bronze awards. Participating schools will be awarded certificates based on their performances as follows:

Gold Above 80%

Silver 70% to 79%

Bronze 60% to 69%

Certificate of Participation 59% and below 5.2

To recognise the outstanding achievement of concert bands that have attained high performance standards, schools that obtain a final mark of 85% or more will receive the Gold award (with Honours).

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PART A: BASIC DRILL

a. Sedia (At attention position)

b. Senang Diri (At ease position)

c. Ka- Kiri Pusing (Left turn)

d. Ka- Kanan Pusing (Right turn)

e. Hentak Kaki with Berhenti (Mark time with halt)

PART B:

MARCH PAST 64 to 72 steps

Butterfly Lovers.

2009-02-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

Date: 5th April 2009, Sunday
Venue: Victoria Concert Hall
Time: 5:00pm
Tickets: $10
Conductors: Mdm Tan Soh Hwa, Mr Wilson Ong Chok Yen
Guest Conductor: Mr. Bram Versteegen

THE ELGIN SOUND
- World Premiere -
Dedícate to Mdm Tan Soh Hwa & Dr. Hardy Mertens
Composed by: Nienke Janzon

ATMOSPHERES
Test piece for 16th World Music Contest,, Harmony Section 1st Division
Composed by: John Golland

THE BUTTERFLY LOVERS: FOR ERHU & WIND BAND
- World Premiere -
Choice piece for 16th World Music Contest,, Harmony Section 1st Division
Composed by: Hardy Mertens
Soloist & Narrator: Miss Khoo Hui Ling

RHAPSODY FOR EUPHONIUM & CONCERT BAND
Composed by: James Curnow
Soloist: Mr. Su Guobin

ARIRANG: A TRADITIONAL KOREAN FOLKSONG
- World Premiere -
Arranged by: Bram Versteegen

A STORY OF STARS
- World Premiere -
Composed by: Bram Versteegen

THE YEAR OF THE DRAGON
Composed by: Philip Sparke

Interested parties can call Jurong Green Community Club @ 65671374 or log on tohttp://www.musartwind.org to book your tickets. Tickets can also be booked through desmondlkc@hotmail.com or the members of the orchestra.

I think I wanna go. Anyone joining me?

Ole's tag.

2009-02-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name :Zahiya

2. A four Letter Word : Zoos :D

3. A boy's Name : Zaine

4. A girl's Name : Zaza

5. An occupation : Zig-Zagger :X

6. A color : ZBlack

7. Something you'll wear : Zee-Bra?

9. A food : Mee ZSotong ! :D

10. Something found in the bathroom: Zshitxzx

11. A place : Zool?

12. A reason for being late : Zealously found laughing in hallway.

13. Something you'd shout : Zxzxxxz

14. A movie title : Zebra-war! :D!

15. Something you drink : Zdrink

16. A musical group : Zzz Fsb:D

17. An animal : ZZzzmosquito

18. A street name : Zeh Street

19. A type of motor : Zilli?

20. The title of a song : Zaahh behssit.

I want to tag Zhe hui cause he'll have the same initials as me.

No thankies.

2009-02-21T22:23:00.000+08:00

I don't want to see you anymore.

I don't even feels a connection between us.

It's like I don't know you anymore.

You left me all alone, without saying I'm sorry, sincerely.

I feel hurt.

I don't want to talk about it anymore.

All I see in you was your sad, pitiful face.

I know you need me, but what have you done to me all this while?

You always think about yourself first.

Your needs.

But what about me?

& you just left without saying a word.

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I felt flattered.

Those words felt awesomely nice.

Especially from your heart.

And no problem, sweety

I'll be here when you need me. (:

Disappointed.

2009-02-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

Me Mama wants the cake before I do! And she's holding onto the sharp knife.

Look at the knife along the cake.
It's so hard cold la.

She's so cute.

I felt encouraged on 19th, just a day before my actual birthday.

I was grateful, just by the simple celebration.

And it was my first at Swensens.

The ice-cream cake was alright but it was hard frozen.

And too much ice-cream in it.

And there was only 3 basic flavours- vanilla, chocolate and strawberry.

It was good luh.

I ate Fish and Chips for main course, Sticky Chocolate for dessert.

And by then I will have the Swensens crew sing to me my birthday.

While I was drooling for my desert, the cake came.

The "head" crew which was named "Zinn was Gay."

One of them asked which one was the birthday girl, and the respond was " Itu lah.. Yang hitam tu.."

It meant "That one la.. The one in black.."

I was pissed.

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Today in school, was rather disappointing..

I didn't want to speak out that it was my birthday today.

I just want to see who will be aware of it.

But I knew it failed.

Not many people but the only 15-20 people knew.

Some I guessed that they knew, but just didn't want to show it.

Oh wells.

Nehmind la.

My Sayang, Han Nian, bought me a photo-frame

Asykin, Crystal, Elyna and Vera made me a unique birthday card.

And tho the 20 of you who wished me a Happy birthday.

Thank you a million!

For the rest, still, thanks.

Maybe it's my bad.

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I was so looking forward to it but I was wrong.

I thought it wouldn't go well and it was true.

And I guessed right.

I have no more hopes for you.

I'm gonna let you go now.

Be happy with your life.

I'm not gonna care about you anymore.

Sex Bands.

2009-02-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

I've started wearing them for fun, but it has a reason behind.

I though this was just a fashion thing. All quoted. And I was wearing white.

All of these examples can be changed.

Like for example, black can means emo

and white can mean "I'm a virgin."

The "Real" Origin of Sex Bracelets

One of the many stories we've heard of how this trend got started:

Tricia K.: Everybody's talking about sex bracelets these days, like theyinvented the idea, but I'm the one who made the whole thing up, at that party during our sophomore year. Isn't that right, Jackie?

Jackie M.: That's right. It was during the Greek Week mixer at our college. We were at this frat party and there were the cutest guys...remember that one, Lance, that kept checking you out?

Tricia: Oh my god. He was so hot. I totally wanted to get into his chinos. But I was playing hard to get and just giving him the eye from across the room.

Jackie: A bunch of us had been playing quarters, and there were empty beer cans and stuff all over the living room.

Tricia: I was just sitting on the couch and I picked up one of those plastic ring things from a six-pack that goes around the cans. I was fiddling with it because I was getting nervous with that hot guy scoping me, and I started putting the plastic rings around my wrist like they were bangle bracelets.

Jackie: I remember that. I told you that would be a great look for when we did our "White Trash" party.

Tricia: So anyway, this total god, Lance, comes over and sits next to me on the couch, and I practically died right there. He started to put the moves on me right away, sliding his arm around the back of the sofa and then up to my shoulders. And I was, like, whoa Chester.

Jackie: He was totally trying to mack on you.

Tricia: Well, yeah. And it's not like I didn't want him to. But I wanted to make him work for it a little. So I showed him the plastic rings around my arm and I said that for every one he could break off, I'd give him a kiss.

Jackie: So then he reaches in his pocket and gets out this Swiss Army knife...

Tricia: And I'm like, no way! You have to break them off fair and square. So he starts pulling on one -- I thought he was going to yank my arm off. The plastic got all stretched out, but finally it gave way and the ring broke. So then I kissed him on the cheek.

Jackie: You should have seen the look on his face. Dis-appointed!

Tricia: I guess he thought he was going to get a full-on mack the first time. He asked me if he broke off another, would I kiss him on the lips? I said OK, and he pulled and pulled and snapped another one off my arm. So I gave him a peck on the lips.

Jackie: No tongue.

Tricia: No tongue that time. Anyway, to make a long story short, by the time he had snapped all of the six-pack rings off my wrist, we were in full make-out mode there on the couch.

Jackie: You didn't even make it through that whole six-pack holder.

Tricia: Well, my arm was getting sore.

Jackie: So then, after that, we got the idea --

Tricia: Who got the idea? I got the idea. I got the idea to use those jelly bracelets instead of six-pack rings.

Jackie: A lot of the girls wore them anyway. We made up different things for what the colors meant, like black meant sex, and blue meant oral sex.

Tricia: It was all just kind of a joke, though, 'cause you could always change the meanings depending on what you wanted to do. Like if you were with a guy and you didn't like him that much, you could just say, "Oh no, purple doesn't mean doggy style; it means holding hands." You could just make it up.

Jackie: We turned it into a pledge thing for our sorority. All the new pledges, we give them an armful of bracelets in all different colors and they have a weekend to get rid of them all. Pretty soon it was all over campus, and even non-Greek girls were doing it.

Tricia: Some of the guys have gotten into wearing them too. It's a lot harder for them to have their sex bracelets broken off, and it's not just because girls are weaker.

Jackie: You know, I'm really the one who had the idea to use the jelly bracelets.

Tricia: That is so not true, and you know it.

Jackie: Well, you know your hottie, Lance? Last week he snapped off mygreen bracelet.

Tricia: You lie! Oh my god, you b*tch!

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Yellow - indicates the wearer is willing to hug

Pink - indicates the wearer is willing to give a hickey

Orange - indicates the wearer is willing to kiss

Purple - indicates the wearer is willing to kiss a partner of either sex

Red - indicates the wearer is willing to perform a lap dance

Green - indicates that oral sex can be performed on a girl

Clear - indicates a willingness to do "whatever the snapper wants"

Blue - indicates oral sex performed on a guy

Black - sexual intercourse (I changed this ones meaning to the meaning I follow by and what most people follow by)

White - indicates the wearer will "flash" what they have

Glittery Yellow - indicates hugging and kissing is acceptable

Glittery Pink - willing to "flash" a body part

Glittery Purple - wearer is willing to French kiss

Glittery Blue - wearer is willing to perform anal sex

Glittery Green - indicates that the wearer is willing to "69"

Glittery Clear - indicates that the wearer will let the snappee "feel up" or touch any body part they want .

Some people just wear them as fashion and not to get "lucky" in any way. Some people wear the bracelets and won't do anything just for fun.

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Sex Bracelet Games

Needless to say, the following sex games are only appropriate for adults. Whatever the rules, a game is just a game, "no" always means no, and safe sex is always the best sex.

Snap

This is the original sex bracelet game.

Player One selects a participant wearing jelly bracelets (Player Two).
Player One chooses a bracelet based on its color and pulls on it until it "snaps" off Player Two's arm.
The bracelet may only be removed from Player Two by manually breaking it without the aid of scissors, nail clippers, pocket knives, etc.
If Player One loses their grip on the bracelet, and it snaps back against Player Two's arm without breaking, Player One loses their turn.
If Player One succeeds in breaking the bracelet, they may perform with Player Two the act signified by the color of the bracelet, as agreed upon by the game's participants.
Player One may opt to redeem the broken bracelet (the "sex coupon") at a later time, but it may be used only once.

Tug of War

Like pulling on a wish-bone:

Link two jelly bracelets together. (To do this, pass Bracelet One through Bracelet Two, then use a finger to hook Bracelet Two and pull it down and through Bracelet One, pulling them in opposite directions. They should be joined by what looks like a square knot.)
Player One and Player Two each hook an index finger through the opposite jelly bracelet loops.
The players pull the linked bracelets in opposing directions until one of the bracelets breaks.
The player whose bracelet broke may then engage with the other player in the act signified by the broken bracelet's color, or an act previously agreed on by the players before the start of the game.

Daisy Chain

A more elaborate version of Tug of War:

Two players create a chain of four or more jelly bracelets of different colors.
Each player takes an end of the chain and hooks a finger through the end bracelets.
The players stand a few feet apart and pull on the bracelet chain in opposite directions.
When a bracelet breaks, the players may engage in whatever act that bracelet's color stands for.

Handcuffs

This adds an element of bondage play. For more of a challenge, put the "cuffs" on behind the player's back. (Warning: Never leave anyone alone after restraining them. Make sure the restraints are not restricting blood circulation and do not leave on for more than 10 minutes.)

Player One chooses two bracelets of different colors and links them together as for "Tug of War." This creates a pair of "handcuffs" that they can then slip on the wrists of Player Two.
Player Two must "escape" from the cuffs by pulling their wrists apart in opposite directions, until one of the bracelets breaks.
Player Two may then engage with Player One in whatever act is signified by the color of the broken bracelet. If Player Two manages to break both bracelets simultaneously, they may perform both acts in whatever order they choose.

Knotty Boy

Remember the old bar trick of tying a maraschino cherry stem in a knot using only your tongue? Usually a woman would do this, and the idea was to demonstrate oral skills that were presumably transferable to performing fellatio. Since jelly bracelets could be a choking hazard, we don't recommend using them to duplicate the cherry stem stunt. Our version of this game give the men equal time to show off their manual skills.

The male player selects a jelly bracelet and breaks it off of the female participant's arm.
The object of the game is for him to tie the broken jelly bracelet in a knot, using only one hand. He must keep the other hand behind his back.
Successfully tying the bracelet in a knot demonstrates he possesses the manual dexterity to potentially stimulate a woman to orgasm.
If he manages to tie the bracelet in a knot in less than a minute, he earns the right to demonstrate his manual skills on the bracelet's owner.

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I want to make someone do it. But of course, with different meanings la.

Haha, funneh.

2009-02-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

Waiiitttttt. Let the pictures do it.

It's hilarious.

And creepy.

Umm credits to the person who took this photo.

And Rachel Tan(:

Slut!

2009-02-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

Look, bitch.

The reason why I didn't screamed at you earlier it's because you are my senior and I respect you.

Just because the high standards of SYF requires me to be confident and loud, that doesn't mean you can anyhow say mean things about me.

I've just recovered Chicky, which I enjoy at home, and you knew better I didn't attend classes and CCAs.

I know it's part of my fault because I should've known better about the notes.

BUT you didn't give me the chance to improve.

You can't just expect me to know EVERYTHING after I just recovered.

Give me time and I'm surely pass your dung test.

Don't ever look down on me.

I have my time to shine.

Unlike you, you are the only 'old' one there, so you have to take up the responsibility.

Stop blabbering about your unstable life.

I have my life to lead too, you know.

It's very sad that you got no hopes for me.

And you just left just like that.

I felt demoralized you know.

Just after you left, you played with the people and I'm standing alone there

trying to figure out what I did wrong.

So I stood there played again and again, to improve myself.

I may sound horrible, but look at you.

Aren't you the same too?

Don't look at at he juniors like what you look at yourself.

And then comes the selfish part which I felt disappointed on myself and you.

I know you are disappointed with me for not knowing it.

But the fact is, I tried my very best to let you know that I still CAN do it.

Eventhough both of us are busy persons, I still made the hell of it there.

Don't give me attitude luh.

One day, I will..

And I will scream at you.

You piss me off hell alot but I took the positive side and to stay patient.

I just want to get this dumb SYF over with.

I don't want to see your shit-ass attitude again.

But I know you'll be coming back until 2010.

You keep repeating repeating again what you are facing.

Urgh!

It's very tiring to hear it, you know.

You don't know 'cause you EXPECT me to know.

sigh. Just look at yourself first before you say anything about me!

You think you can play.

You think you have the rights to play with my feelings.

You think you are the leader means you can do whatever you want to us.

No way ain't that is true.

I've done it

2009-02-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

Oh wells. I've done it, alright.

And I'm proud of it.

That's something really special to me.

I've confessed and I asked too much.

So I learnt my lesson.

I really don't mind what was the reply.

All the heavy package has been lifted up.

Thank you, Nithya (:

I couldn't done it without you.

I felt angry as I should have done it long time ago.

I felt kinda hurt for the reply but it's alright now.

I do understand. No worries.

Now, I don't know how to face him.

I feel embarrassed when eye comes in contact with eye.

I gotta hide my feelings again.

No matter what.

I don't want to feel the shame again.

Oh wells.

For once, I feel I should hide in a brown bag.

And I feel proud for my honesty.

Creepy much

2009-02-06T15:38:00.000+08:00

Your Dream: I was going home one night alone. I was walking through a hallway with bright light above me, which i think was perfectly normal. There was a "crazy" old malay lady with her baggy clothes and with messy grey hair, untied. She came towards me while I was about to climb up the stairs to my home. She then tilted her head to her left and smiled at me. I thought I showed a face to tell her she was being ignored but as I climbed up the stairs, she followed me. I was carrying my heavy backpack and holding onto 4 new 2B pencils which I bought. As I quickly climbed, I looked back and saw she was following me. Its like a slow chase! As I increase my speed, she was not far back behind. I then search for my keys in my shorts pocket. I assumed i got the keys but it was a pencil. But this dream showed me that I already open the door and slammed the door shut. I looked through the door hole and she was standing there shouting something.

Words like home: Center of being. Spiritual self. Shelter. Basic need fulfilled. Happiness within the family.

Words like night: Darkness. Mystery. Unconscious contents. There is a mystery that you want to penetrate.

Words like walking: Freedom. Movement. Ask yourself where do you want to go.

Words like light: Illumination. Vision. Ready to accept reality.

Words like above: Higher self. Greater understanding or knowledge. Will receive good news.

Words like crazy: Total loss of control. Freedom from responsibility. Afraid to lose something.

Words like old: Long time. Mature. Sensible. Former times. Something could be completed or ready to be replace.

Words like hair: Attraction and sensuality. If you dream of hair means that you are careless in your personal affairs and will lose advancement by neglecting mental application.

Words like stairs: Up or down. Aspirations .Looking to get to certain point against all opposition.

Words like home: Center of being. Spiritual self. Shelter. Basic need fulfilled. Happiness within the family.

Words like head: Intellect. Understanding. It denotes threatened misery and loss will be avoid by wise action.

Words like face: Identity. Ego. Self-image. This dream denotes displeasure with yourself and warnings of someone working secretly against you.

Words like stairs: Up or down. Aspirations .Looking to get to certain point against all opposition.

Words like back: Misfortune in life and will die in misery. Unconscious.

Words like keys: Solution. Access. Mystery will be solved. Peace and happiness in the home.

Words like open: Entrance and exit. Exposed. Opportunity. Potential. Ready to make a choice.

Words like door: Access. Ready to enter or something to keep private. Happiness and long life.

Words like hole: Escape. Search. Denial. Looking for an answer or hidden from it.

HEH?

Its all about food!

2009-02-05T15:15:00.000+08:00

Mmm! I would want to try this cookie out.

I will find one day to bake this cookie.

Maybe on a special occasion.

Hmm.. but which occasion?